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wow, so i guess i took a pretty long fucking break from this thing. but, i felt like blogging randomly. so whatever. i went to boys like girls / the academy is / the veronicas and nevershoutnever. in the pouring rain. it was terrible! but we got baracade and i got to see christofer drew :) we stayed for everyone but gym class heroes and boys like girls because it started to turrential downpour and it was just too much. so much of the crowd left, i felt bad :\ the veronicas were wearing garbage bag dresses. hahaha, it sounds retarded but they actually looked pretty cool. at least for garbage bag dresses. they had to wear towels around themselves while they were preforming cause they were fucking freezing. they had cool accents though hahaha. anyways, its my birfday :D it doesnt feel like it haha. gah, you make meh so happy :) idk how this would ever work but we'll see what happens. idunno, i hope something happens. but, im not gonna fuck this one up. im only writing here cause i cant tell this all to you, and i just need to get it out. but i wonder how you feel. im not gonna ask. im happy with how things are right now. gahhhh(: