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back to school today, kill me now. today should be... interesting, to say the least. i'll definately be writing when i get home, goodbye :X

edit; so, nik just left :\ school wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. surprisingly, the people i didnt want to see didnt give me any problems. i hope everyone's learning just not to hate. its pointless to do so. i dont know what to feel right now. theres a teeny problem i have, but i know its all in good fun, but sometimes, idontknow, i just dont like it. but its not really worth bringing up. im happy, you're happy, its all good :) today, i realized that you really do care. you care if im upset, mad, or even happy. im glad you do care, not many people do. i love you <3. so this happened last night, but i spent some time with my family outside and also my neighbor. we had a good time and laughed alot. i even talked to my stepdad some, and let me tell yah, i NEVER do. i probably should more. i know you'll never read this, but i do love you. and you're a really good person. im sorry that i dont talk to you that much, i'll try harder. i have nothing else left to say really. maybe i'll write more later. bye(:

edit again; okay well this is going to be my last edit for the day (maybe). i want to talk about my friends. i dont have that many friends in all honesty. and i wanted to dedicate this little section to the friends that i do have. i love you all <3.
sayum - also known as my bbycksz. thank you for understanding. you understand things that sometimes no one else ever would. i feel like we have some of the same problems and its good in the sense that we can talk about it. i love the fact i can tell you anything, and you'll never talk shit about me. we dont even hangout that much, but you're definately one of my closest friends. you always make me laugh, and put me in a good mood if im feeling upset. lmao, i kind of feel like a lesbo now cause i feel like i'd say this stuff to a guy. but i dont care, its the truth. :] thanks for being such a good friend and always being here for me. i love you <3
kryss - let me just tell you, i think its fucking amazing we havent been in ONE fight since kindergarten. we were bestfriends since we were 5 years old and our friendship has only grew. i love the fact that you are so easy going and if we ever do have a problem with each other, we'd talk it out instead of being bitches to each other. i can always count on you, and you're one of the few people i trust. im so glad we're bestfriends :D i love you, and i know we'll be friends till the day we die <3