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its extremely nice out today and im loving it. im so glad its finally sunny out and not raining every other day like it was a week or so ago. i was just outside tanning, but i dont do good in extreme weather (either really hot or really cold) so i went inside and decided to blog. my grandma is coming over for dinner tonight. i havent seen her in a while, which is surprising because she is usually always here. it will be great to see her. my mom has been telling me she hasn't been happy lately and its kind of worrying me. everyone doesnt live forever, and i dont want to lose my grandma. well, on a better note, there isnt many school days left :D im super excited for summer, except for going to pennsylvania. ugh, its going to suck being away from you. it'll be hard this summer because we're both going away a lot, so hopefully we'll be away during some of the same times. but i dont have to worry about that yet, i still have all of june (: im listening to green day at the moment, & im remembering when i was littler and i was obsessed with them, and i knew like four songs. hahaha, i was weird. i thought i was so cool for listening to them. its pretty funny actually. i feel like the weather has been changing with my mood? idontknow, its weird. when it was all rainy i wasnt really happy with my life, and now its all sunny and crap and im happier than i've ever been in a while. its kind of cool. i want to go swimming, really badly. my pool is open, but not ready yet. i barely went in it last year, but i think im gonna go in it more this year. i miss my bestfriends, i havent seen them since friday D: hopefully i'll hang out with them next weekend or during the week after school. i still want a smoothie. i'd walk to carvel, but i have no money and no one to go with. maybe i'll go back outside as long as i dont die from the heat. i'll probably wind up writing more later, iloveyou <3

edit; this is the first edit of the day. i changed the picture. i wrote down my feeling about you since im not ready to tell you just yet. but i do want you to know i care about you so much :) <3

edit again; going to bed now, i was so tempted to say iloveyou. it almost slipped out, but i caught it. i do love you, i just dont know if i should tell you yet. goodnight <3