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right now im kind of bummed. im being ignored, and im not sure why. i mean i didnt do anything, and you didnt want anything to change. maybe im just worrying too much like usual. except i have a feeling something happened. D: i dont know what to do. i hate this so much. everything was fine all day. and now its just like, what the fuck. i really hope im just over-thinking this whole thing. fml. now im just in a really bad mood. this better be resolved by tomorrow, because i hate conflicts. any type of them. asdfghjkl. i dont know what else to say, im just upset. anyways, i went to the outlets and got a pair of white vans, a shirt, dress & 2 scarve thingies. they're all very cute. tomorrow i need to pack for 'vacation' to pennsylvania. i guess it will be fun. i wish i could visit tyler while im there, but he lives 2 hours from where im going to be :\ maybe he'll come drive to see me anyways, who knows haha. for like the zero people reading this, i met tyler at warped. he was filling in for the guitarist of kelsey and the chaos, and now he's permanently (sp?) in the band. i love him :D i need to get my mind off things, but music isnt helping. music always helps, but right now its just pissing me off. i knew i was wasting my time. you say im not, but now i just dont know. did people tell you wrong information? are you taking things the wrong way? or are there no problems at all and im just blowing this whole thing out of proportion? i guess i'll try you again later. im out for now, bye.