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it wont let me change the size of the image and its quite irritating. speaking of irritating, YOU ARE. you don't trust me at all. it's pretty ridiculous. im fucking sixteen years old, i'm not a little kid anymore. so why can't you trust me at all? it's so stupid i cant even begin to explain. you treat me like i'm 10 years old. fucking retarded. anyways, on a better note, this time tomorrow i shall be a very happy camper :D im hanging out with steve, wooh! aha, so that'll be funnn. with the exception of my sister who will probably even more annoying than she usually is. that's how it goes whenever i have a guy over. so im listening to christmas music? cool. i love christmas time, :] its so pretty! like, the christmas tree. haha. speak of the devil, my mother just called. FUN. haha. im getting so fucking pissed off. so im gonna end this now. bye.

edit; so i got off the phone with my mom, and that pretty much changed my mood around completely. basically, i can only see steve for an hour. if i even do see him. good thing im in a horrible mood and i havent finished my homework. fuck u.s. history. tomorrow is going to be so shitty. i dont want to sit through school. and come home, and do more work. i have an italian project due in 15 days. that i dont even know what im doing. IB sucks ass. people suck, too. except for you. and my friends. haha, blah :| i dont get how everything can be going perfectly and then it just comes crashing down out of no where. that makes no sense to me. except that's usually what happens with everything in life. listening to kissing in cars on repeat, WIN. you're pretty much the only thing that's keeping me sane right now. thank you, xo.