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9:46 pm - just got back from wicks park with katrina not too long ago. i was supposed to hangout with sayum, but she couldnt get a ride over. anyways, we walked to the park, where i took this picture, and talked about things. she told me about prom, and i told her about my problems. i love having talks like that. we can be so open with each other, its amazing. i thought about some really interesting things as we were talking. its amazing how two people, friends or lovers, can be so close, and then the next day they mean pretty much nothing to each other. its just so weird. i dont want that to happen with my friends, because its already happened with other people. its really fucking sad. im usually not the type of person to just stop all contact with another. i usually try and stay in touch. i met some cool people in florida in april, and i still talk to them to this day. i cant stand losing people. and i think a lot of others feel the same way. my friend jordan from florida told me something on the last night we were there. it was "gosh i hate this....for some reason its bothering me that i'll never see you guys again...but im gonna go to sleep that way i dont get sad too much." i dont know, i just thought it was adorable. i miss them, just like im going to miss you. and im going to feel the same exact way jordan did. goodnight, xo.